mom

i lost my beautiful mom, when i was 3 mos. old… a baby. without any idea of what was going on around me. and although i can smile when i think of her, there aren’t really any memories that i hold.
except for the fact that she liked butterflies. so i have moments when, i may walk to work, and see one fluttering about, and i think of her…
i’m not going to lie, i dislike mother’s day in general. but i hold onto the hope (distant as it may be) of becoming a mom someday, and i choose to celebrate in a different way…
so i drew this butterfly.
happy mom’s day to all those mom’s out there.
even mine.

8 responses to “mom”

  1. i have a little tear in each eye. I love you Lisa! :]

    God will never let you down.

  2. marzi says:

    i’m horrible at knowing what to say in these situations. it breaks my heart that you never got to know your mom. i’m sorry for that. what a wonderful gift she has given you in collecting all the treasures of her life. (from your other post) i’ll be thinking of you this mother’s day.

  3. Alysha says:

    what a great outlook in life. God always has a plan. Now whenever I see a butterfly i am going to think of you. :)

  4. Meg says:

    this post brought me to tears.. what a beautiful tribute to your mom. i bet she was a very special lady.

  5. CourtChris says:

    Love you Lisa, my dear friend. I can’t wait until you are a mother and can feel the love and connection she felt for you!

  6. Anonymous says:

    Love the design and I love Lisa Face! -Amy J.

  7. Tiffany says:

    Oh Lisa, what a great way to remember her. I am sure she is there watching over you…butterflies are a sign of the ressurection – how perfect.

  8. mandiegirl says:

    Oh, I’m so sorry Lisa! What a sweet, thoughful post, though. I’m sure she was so happy to have you in her last few months. :)